Malaysian students in local universities marked their 'independence' a week or two already,but here I am,facing the exam agony which begins with Block Exam tomorrow and finals commence Tuesday.Pray for me sahabat,alright?

Rules of the tag:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules in your blog. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs. Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

1. When others not looking,I fart *whoopsie*,because I think, to fart is healthy but not a decent thing to do in public,that’s why I do it when others not looking. And,another reason is simply because I don’t pick my nose when others not looking.

2. I sleep and eat a lot!Like seriously.I can sleep for ½ a day,and wake up next to eat like a pig.I once slept after I had my lunch,right there and then at the dining table with unwashed hand,smart aye?

3. I just discover that I’m afraid of snakes more than I do towards roaches. I was at Thamrin Plaza toys department,looking for a cute dolphin toy,and out popped this soft,delicate long thing landed slowly on my shoulder.The adrenalin rush was there but I couldn’t move,too scared to move. Meanwhile,late this afternoon,there was a cockroach in the toilet,but I got in there to poo hoping that it won’t move,and it never did. So,I see that I’m afraid of snakes more than roaches.

4. I think Johnny Depp is way hotter than Brad Pitt,or Tom Cruise. Pitt and Cruise never made it into my list anyway,since forever...DUH!

5. I’m a movie freak.My highest record of DVD purchase at a time was 22 DVDs.

6. I think I want to get married when I get back to Malaysia in December,with a man of parents’ choice but a ballooned me seems really scary to picture of,so I guess I got to stop the plan.*random thought for random q’aire*

7.Regarding the above,to  men out there,if you have serious matured looking face with hot goatee,has a great job,somewhat pious but not too much,just enough,and with Depp-like quirkiness,and could possibly be a potential hubby,I’m calling you for a ta’aruf session.*wink*

#6 and #7 are nothing serious really.I was out of idea while writing this,so those were what came crossing my mind at that specific moment.They are for absolute entertainment purposes.

I got to go sleep now.My eyelids are heavy,forcing them open is hard to do,Patho lab right in the morning  at 7am and heard the lecturer is super ‘garang’,so I got to make sure I’ll be there on time.Gotta sleep now,I’ll write more soon.

Wassalam.

p/s:Nana,sorry though,I don’t tag no one,because I simply have no one to tag.*sad*And,sorry for the late post.

Sejak menetap di bumi Medan ni,tiap-tiap hari dengar lagu sini je lah dalam perjalanan pergi dan pulang dari fakultas,sampai terminat pulak.Terima kasih lah buat pak-pak supir (supir=pemandu=driver)  ACMS ek, yang bagus jugak taste ‘musik’ nya.Suara pun sedap kan? (Layan je dengar Abg. Faisal nyanyi sambil main gitar tepi Lake Toba lewat malam sementara saya dan gedix 2 org lagi mencelup kaki dalam air tasik yang sungguh sejuk..hehe).4 lagu,2 kugiran Indonesia,Wali Band and Kangen Band. Tak pasti lah kalau lagu-lagu ni dah ‘panas’ kat Malaysia.

 
DIK - WALI BAND
Dik, aku pinta kau akan selalu setia
Dik, aku mohon kau selalu menemani
Saat ku tengah terluka
Kala ku tengah gundah

Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Dik, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku oh
Dik, ingin aku cinta dan cinta salalu
Saat kau tengah terluka
Kala kau tengah gundah

Kau akan menjagaku
Di bangun dan tidurku
Di semua mimpi dan nyataku
Kau akan menjagaku
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

 

KEMBALI PULANG – KANGEN BAND
bintang terlihat terang
saat dirimu datang
cinta yang dulu hilang
kini kembali pulang

lihatlah dia mulai bernyanyi
coba merangkai mimpi
cinta yang dulu pergi
kini datang kembali

wajahmu mengingatkanku
dengan kekasihku dulu
wajahmu mengingatkanku
dengan masa laluku

kekasih yang dulu hilang
kini dia tlah kembali pulang
akan ku bawa dia terbang
damai bersama bintang

kekasih yang dulu hilang
kini dia tlah kembali pulang
betapa senang ku dendangkan
dan takkan ku lepaskan

wajahmu mengingatkanku
dengan kekasihku dulu
wajahmu mengingatkanku
dengan masa laluku

ORANG BILANG - WALI BAND

Personal favourite I’ll pick Kembali Pulang-lah and Egokah Aku---->psycho!Layan je dengar before tidur macam lullaby je.

 

Anyway, friends and foes (if any ),life has not been improving, studies at its low, life at its down-wheel. Eid in Medan was like Christmas in Ethiopia. Mid-day, friends bunked in at my place and we slept for the rest of the afternoon just to wake up feeling hungry so we rushed to the nearby warong, and was distracted by a screaming lunatic who believed he was a president of a local political party, having (already) 3 wives and hasn’t been eating for 2000 years. Medan is a weird, weird place! 4^th raya was the day that we made our first vacation in Indonesia. I’ll try to blog about it soon, connection is as slow as a beaver running in a thick, viscous mud.(not anymore.thanks indosat 3G)

Location : Lake Toba

Location : culture house;Tarian Sigale-gale,Pulau Samosir
Models : a bunch of wacko medical students,guys with army-short-length hair due to orientation week

Question of the day
For a person who ended up his own life, was it he who chose to die in such a way or was it all fated way before he was born?

p/s:This was written a few weeks back.Due to internet connection problem,I won't go further into it,finally I'm back in the virtual world with Indosat 3G broadband...super yay-ness!

 

Can you believe me,after a long dreadful month being here,I,for once had fun last weekend.A visit to the girls' house nearby,the long yak;talk about random boys,damn uni,bits and pieces of everything.The 'fun' I had totally ended in a mere second,very fast indeed,and there I was back in my cold little cube-room,wrapped in the duvet,cried myself to sleep,dreading the days ahead.I'm clueless of my future,like seriously.

Oh,how much worse can it get when I'm miles away from the cosiness of home in the month of Ramadhan.I don't even want to think of Eid-Fitri,it's gonna be my worst nightmare ever.What's with a 3 days trip to Toba Lake or Brastagi,I wouldn't really care because what I'm longing for right now is to be home,with the family.I'm really,really sick of this sick place.

Oh,I haven't been updating since I arrived in Medan.Well,with all the lies and whatsoever bullshit I'm facing over here,I simply can't find my time to do this.Tight schedule,very intense,classes from 7am to 5pm,with up to 3 lab sessions in a week,of Biochem,Histo and Chem,tutorials starting this week,cases to be solved,weird,weird lecturers...I'm exhausted!Wait till I get my own internet connection.

And,I think I've lost contact with people.Like a major one.Distance plays a part,no doubt about it.Hence,I will never set upon a LDR.I won't make it through one.It's like so impossible for me.How am I suppose to keep in touch with people when keeping in touch is soooo hard to do,be it for my part or the other party.Now,I shall leave it to God to set myself close to the people I adore,despite the thousands of miles that separate us.

People do unpredictable things for love.
People deceive for love.
People live pretentiously for love.
People change for love.
People leave for love.
And,people hate for love.

"Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world,i think about the the arrivals gate at Heathrow Airport.General opinion started to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed,but I don't see that.It seems to me that love is everywhere,often is not particularly dignified or newsworthy,but it's always there.Fathers and sons,mothers and daughters,husbands and wives,boyfriends,girlfriends,old friends.When the planes hit the twin towers,as far as I know,none of the phone calls from the people on board were mesaages of hates and revenge,they were all messages of love.If you look for it,I have a sneaky feeling that love is actually all around."~Love Actually

It comes to you unexpectedly.Sometimes,you just set your mind that he/she's the one once your eyes captured the view of his/her face,but she/he may not be.Soon,there will be talks,nasty ones you listen to,that you'll have that disgusting feelings when you visualize yourselves being together.But,on another tangent,there could be someone else,longing for your presence in his/her life,without you noticing it.Well,no,I'm not in a situation you're thinking I am,I'm still far,far apart from such a situation,too busy to deal with,and too afraid to love,because love to me,means not afraid to lose at the same time.And,I'm not ready to lose any.Love is too precious to lose.It's like when you love someone,you're afraid to tell the truth or listen to one,because you simply don't want to lose the beautiful feeling you already have.

And,love isn't a good thing when it drops you straight into a completely new world which isn't yours,and worst when love requires you to compromise with some other aspects of higher priorities,and you start to tolerate with it.God forbid.

"Ya Allah,satukanlah hati-hati kami..."